Spent summers in a well
Watching pale moons disappear alone
And crucifixion seems noble
When paradise is hell, atone
I think we're far from home

And now you’re free, let go
Jump into white unknowns
But I can't shake it, I can feel it in my bones
I shut my eyes, our hands let go

Spent winters locked away
The snow would swallow everything and drown
A pendulum hangs over me
Forever swinging violently, come down
Please come down on me

And now you’re free, let go
Jump into white unknowns
But I can't shake it, I can feel it in my bones
I shut my eyes, our hands let go

I think we're far from home

You can throw a sheet gently over me
I can make believe I’m a ghost
Lay here and pretend the rain on the roof
Is dirt pouring on my casket

Scratched your name into me
So I can not forget
Dug a hole inside me
Stayed till the end

You can throw a sheet gently over me
I can make believe I’m a ghost
I will not pretend I am happy
You are finally happy

Scratched your name into me
So I can not forget
Dug a hole inside me
Stayed till the end

Scratched your name into me
So I can not forget
Dug a hole inside me
Stayed till the end

I’m built to bleed, plan my ruin guiltlessly
A broken tool inside the shed
Give up the spring, then covet secretly
The breeze and scent stay far away

I’m caught between a beggar's teeth
Buried in the wilted roses and the pregnant weeds
Protest the stars eternally
You can pound away on me until my head's beneath

I’m built to bleed, plan my ruin guiltlessly
Another John who’s lost his head
I’m a bent nail, you’ve got no use for me
A monster for eternity

I’m caught between a beggar's teeth
Buried in the wilted roses and the pregnant weeds
Protest the stars eternally
You can pound away on me until my head's beneath

If you feel like letting go

Mother, feflect the Heaven sky
Father, angel with bestial eyes
Gently, love us gently
Endlessly, love us gently

Stains on the sheets
Childhood blood that would soak through our jeans
Infinite sun
Childhood love that was covered in mud
Stains on the sheets
Childhood blood that would soak through our jeans
Infinite sun

Sister danced with the Moon so high
Brother swam in the sun and fire
Heavy, the world's so heavy
Carry, the world's so heavy

Stains on the sheets
Childhood blood that would soak through our jeans
Infinite sun
Childhood love that was covered in mud
Stains on the sheets
Childhood blood that would soak through our jeans
Infinite sun
Childhood love that was covered in mud
In circles we spun
And fell to the earth and the dirt we came from
Infinite sun

Outside the door the world's alive
I'll stay and hide on the other side

I’m spinning faster than the earth
I’m shining brighter than the stars
I’m spinning faster than the earth
I’m shining brighter than the stars

Get Well

It’s easier to miss
On nights as dark as this
But the black clouds
Still follow us around

There’s gotta be a place
To escape from the rain
But I can’t find it, can't find it
Can't find it, can't find it
Can't find it, can't find it

It’s easier to miss
On nights as dark as this
But the black clouds
Still follow us around

There’s gotta be a place
To escape from the rain
But I can’t find it, can't find it
Can't find it, can't find it
Can't find it, can't find it

Carry me across the sea
Carry me, carry me
A sign of life, a life of peace
Never see, still believe

A thousand faces in the dark
None were me, none were me
Golden leaves rain off the trees
Shower me with impurities

God in men, our souls are spent
Can't be saved, can't repent
God in men, our souls are spent
Can't be saved, can't repent
God in men, our souls are spent
Can't be saved, can't repent
God in men, our souls are spent
Can't be saved, can't repent

Chasing Sundays, round and round
Blind steps off of moons, and stars are pleading
Will you catch us falling down?

And God's solutions are never found
In divinity there’s ecstasy, make love in echoes
Cling to the souls exhausted clean
Rejoice, rejection without a sound
Camouflage on open wounds, dissect your sympathies
Curtains down, come take a bow

I'll wait for you to go away again
And I will push you far away
I’ve given up, but you shoot anyway
I’m guilty of everything

Chasing Sundays, round and round
Blind steps off of moons, and stars are pleading
Will you catch us falling down?
Rejoice, rejection without a sound
Camouflage on open wounds, dissect your sympathies
Curtains down, come take a bow

I'll wait for you to go away again
And I will push you far away
I’ve given up, but you shoot anyway
I’m guilty of everything

And I will push, we fall away always
My hands are up, I’m on my knees
I don’t have a gun, you can search me please
I’ve given up, but you shoot anyway
I’m guilty of everything
I'm guilty of everything

You bend and pull
You push and tear
You scratch and poke
You feed the air
You bend and pull
You push and tear
There is flesh and bone
And nothing here

Don't want to be a savior
Don't want to be a thorn
Don't want to be reborn

Downward Years To Come

Glassy reveries
Fire filled yesterdays
We are the depleted ones
The worlds forgotten sons
Sit between my lips
More death then life in our breath
We don't gaze at gods
The gods gaze at us

Watching roses sleep
In a blackened cloud of graves
In a harvest of stars
Heaven seems so far

Crawling in the depths
Leaping from above
One hour to the next
Downward years to come

i lived in your garden of flames
all colored with gray
every flower was made to fall
they bloom to decay
its time Id lie down
just to rest my head
and ill be fine now
i burned myself down with the bridge
wont get to see the day you said
you wish you knew me
ill leave the sun and moon to you
while i am sleeping
its time Id lie down
just to rest my head
and ill be fine now
i burned myself down with the bridge
if we don't find out
What we can endure
then we will find out
the life we lived
is nothing more
than the life we lived
i burned myself down with the bridge

the summer air will slowly drag you down
and never let you up
lied in an ocean but you never drowned
now own a salty tongue
turn on the lights
you see
the darkness always finds you
sit against this tree
and wait
for something to look forward to
old sorrows that will stir again ignite
into light in pale suns
turn on the lights
you see
the darkness always finds you
Sit against this tree
and wait
for something to look forward to
"and so they go
and die
the same way they always lived"
you live
you might
you lose
in spite
theres no end in sight
theres got to be a way to fade away
theres gotta be an end

thought you would see
thought you would believe
what a mistake
to forget that we break
and we are pain
waiting to scream "no more"
and we are words
some whispered pact we swore
your copper chain
your cheap golden ring
never could hide
your flesh still turns green
no help for us
theres no safe haven
search for a place
you can't be saved in
and i wish that all would disappear
ive fallen in love with the darkness and fear
and i wish the world would disappear
ive fallen in love with the darkness and fear
and i wish that i would disappear
ive fallen in love with the darkness and fear

Suns And Lovers
we could never dance so much
we could never sing
but baby we could talk our way
out of almost anything
the start of the end
tripping over lips again
were enemies my friend
mornings and afternoons
seem slightly out of tune
seem empty without you
I'll look to the night
where others sing your life
and listen til we drown
we could never dance so much
we could never sing
but baby we could talk our way
out of almost anything
the start of the end
tripping over lips again
were enemies my friend
mornings and afternoons
seem slightly out of tune
seem empty without you
human voices, a flood flows mouth to ear
you cant hear me and I cant stand to hear